Reality Check

Ok people remember Mr. Yeah? Well I got a reality check this weekend. I was so involved in the sweetness and feelings that were mixing in and how nice it was to have someone that I completely forgot that it's not a relationship. Him and I are simply connected sexually, we do not hold that overbearing sense of ownership over each other's head. when this realization came I was first hurt, in a sense disrespected at the fact that he kissed another female in front of me and then brought a different female over to his house where I was also staying. Understand he did apologize and felt bad but who am I to say a thing? It is what we agreed on or at least I believe because it wasn't verbalized but the actions speak louder than the words ever could of. At the end of the night his family telling me don't be phased he really DOES like you. But what does it matter now we are only sexually bonded. Plus isn't that what The Dream meant in the song when she went off and got herself a boyfriend? It's too late, I received my REALITY CHECK... my feelings are slowly starting to shift.