Execute it

Hello world, So something new I noticed about myself...when I have something good, I love to second guess it and just tear it apart with my doubts. My brain just goes on tangents picking up subtle gestures or remarks and twisting them into horrible doubts that implant themselves in my brain. I don't know why I do it, all I know is that I start thinking about whether or not I am enough for that individual, which I know I shouldn't think that way but that is how deep my insecurities go. I display them in funky ways with doubting that anything I do is of importance. Blah maybe I should explain this to the person I am with, mayb it would help if they knew the way my brain functioned so I could be at ease a little bit. Mayb that's what I'll do. But then again what if he doesn't get it, what if he jus looks at me like i'm crazy and jus goes your thinking too much (as everyone does) I guess I'll never kno til I execute it...