Hello everyone, I know that I haven't written in a while and I do apologize, I have been lost in my thoughts and actions for a while trying to find a way out. I have come to notice many things since the last time I have written. Learned that Boys are simple and complicated and the less you say the more they are intrigued and the more curious they become. Females are crazy and complicated, we think to much and overthink everything causing problems and issues within a situation that was perfectly fine.
So that was my introduction and this is where it gets more specific, we all know about the ex and boy who said I don't know, well he came back and is all up in the mix and of course emotions came back because he truly made me happy, but Mr. Yeah makes me happy as well but we don't exchange words. I feel as if I don't know what to say that will make more of a connection. I try doing things that he will appreciate without speaking words and I think he's been appreciating it but the problem is that I don't know for sure but do not want to talk about it because 1) I don't know how and 2) I don't want to complicate things. I think too much and thinking is complicating. I want my brain to just shut off...
