Lost

There comes a point in everyone's life that all of your thoughts get mushed into one and you can't differentiate one from the other. It's just a big mess in your brain kind of like having all of your clothes thrown all around your room and you can't see the floor. You try to make sense of this confusion but you don't know where to start and what feeling goes to what situation.

"He's so awesome, but what does he really think of me?"

"I just don't understand what he wants from me? Why can't he just leave me alone?"

"If given a second chance would I take it or just let it go?"

"Will I ever find that person that is right for me?"

"Am I running away from my destiny? Does that even really exist?"

"Do I really have feelings for him or is just conflicting with feelings for another?"

Trying to make sense out of all these thoughts to regain order within this chaos, to find what my heart truly wants. It's hard to follow when the path is dark and twisted and the sound of my heart is faint compared to loudness of my thoughts. I'm lost...