The struggle...

Hello world,
As graduation grows near, I start to look back on my life and continue to see the obstacles that make me the person I am. To be honest I'm truly tired of struggling, most people have a support system, family, friends or groups of people to assist them in the daily struggles and obstacles of life whether it be financially or emotionally. I've had somewhat of an emotional system with my friends, but there is only so much friends can do. The lack of family support that I have had makes me despise the idea of family, the dictionary defines family as :a social unit consisting of one or more adults together with the children they care for. I have not had the caring for part, my life was kind of like, hey yea your on your own. EVERYTHING is my responsibility, I have to support my own self financially, working two jobs and still not being able to make ends meet. Everything I ask for(rarely happens) is a problem, a hassle for my mother in specific, as if I'm and extra burden she just has to deal with. It frustrates me that I don't receive any kind of assistance; it's not like I have had help this whole time and my mom is trying to make me support myself, NO if it was like that I would not being having this issue right now, it's the problem that I have been supporting myself and struggling since 14 years old, no on helps me out with anything. I'm just left to figure things out on my own and it's my problem. I'm just so tired of the struggle...